Dear all..

friends, followers, or anyone who read this post (I don’t know maybe you stumbled on my blog and found this).

I’m gonna make it simple and short, and I really NEED to say this:

EVERY HUMAN BEING HAS PROBLEMS. EVERY SINGLE PERSON. IT MEANS THEY’RE NORMAL. SO ARE YOU. AND EVERYONE HAS A RIGHT TO SHARE AND ASK FOR HELP. PLEASE DO SHARE! TO ANYONE YOU TRUST. PLEASE DO ASK FOR HELP IF YOU NEED IT. AND IF YOU BELIEVE IN PRAYERS, PLEASE DO PRAY. THERE ARE SO MANY WAY TO END YOUR PROBLEMS. BUT THERE ARE TOO MANY WAYS TO FACE IT AND SOLVE IT. I WON’T KEEP SAYING: “STAY STRONG”. BECAUSE I KNOW, SOMETIMES YOU’RE NOT THAT STRONG. THAT’S WHY YOU NEED HELP. 

I write this because personally I still DO believe in happy endings. As cliche as it may sound, but I really do. No one’s really know how happy ending feels like because they’ll have their own version. Maybe no one really realize that they have finally had their happy ending because they’re still struggling and fighting for it,  through pain and PROBLEMS, with HELPS from others, and of course in their PRAYERS.

I can't believe I wrote this years ago. I see it as a conversation though.

Aku bukan pelangi yang melingkari bumi 
dengan warna-warni 
Aku tidak semeriah ceria kembang api 
Aku lemah, tapi tak ingin patah 
Aku adalah dunia 
dengan rupaku seadanya 
Aku tidak sempurna, tidak mengiba 
Aku tidak tunduk, tidak takluk, tidak takut, 
hanya berusaha taat menurut 
Aku dengan semampu sekuatku 
menjadi perempuan sederhana yang aku. 


20081102 11:55

Sahabat

Sahabat…
Di sela-sela jariku
ada harapan besar
Di antara detik yang kita lalui
ada detik yang memaknai
Pada dinding jiwa ini
merekat gema hati

Sahabat…
Aku tidak mau berdusta
agar engkau terpuja
Berharap kau mengerti
makna persahabatan
Bukan persahabatan
yang dimaknai dunia
Tapi persahabatan
yang kita maknai bersama

Sahabat…
Tunjukkan padaku garangnya dunia
Dorong aku menuntun hasrat
Sadarkan aku lembutnya cinta

Sayang Sahabat….
Dunia ini terlalu matang untuk kita
Cinta-cinta telah disimbolkan
Cagar-cagar hati menggeliat ke kerapuhan
Raja men-dewa-kan diri
Bahkan pengemis moral
tinggal di nirwana
Sayang Sahabat…
Manusia tak lagi bernaluri
atas persahabatan
Sedangkan kita masih berjuang
atas nama persahabatan
atas dunia kita.


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